Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Three Wishes***

Wish One:
My first wish would be if I coul go back to my most desireable memories as a child, I had alot so thaat would mean I wish I was a child again. Back when it was just Grandmommy and Grandaddy and I. Great Memories!

Wish Two:
My second wish... I have acually wished this a million times, " I wished and prayed at the sametime over and over again that my bad memories in the didn't ever happen, just for it to go away." I also wish in this same wish that I was normal.

Wish Three:
My third wish is that I would wish for three more wishes and start all over again.

Amazing how being a teenager and I still wish for things that I know will never happen, because it has already happened in the past and I am just wishing them away. People do not understand what it is like to go through what I have been through, although I know for a fact that know one reads this. It is just another secret journal that I have hidden in a different world. I call it La La Land- because I dream and think of life and what I am going to do the next day or think about what I should say during council. What if you had three wishes, what would you wish for? It has to be something that means alot to you and could possible change your life. I have said my three wishes and nothing has changed, I pray that it will work for you.

2 comments:

  1. We all wish we could go back and recapture a special time or moment in our lives. Those are the memories we cherish. So, you still have your first wish in your memories.

    You are right, we cannot change the past and make the bad things go away. Most of us have bad things. These are the things that make you stronger.

    If you ever stop wishing for wishes, it will be time for all of us to say good-bye. Everyone wishes for something. Sometimes over and over. Sometimes we are granted the wishes and don't even know it.

    Do you still have Grandmommy and Granddadddy with you? If so, keep making good memories. If not cling to the ones you have. Take lots of photos.

    Love you

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  2. Yes I do have my grandmommy and granddaddy but they are divorced. And Thanks! :D

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