Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Three Wishes***

Wish One:
My first wish would be if I coul go back to my most desireable memories as a child, I had alot so thaat would mean I wish I was a child again. Back when it was just Grandmommy and Grandaddy and I. Great Memories!

Wish Two:
My second wish... I have acually wished this a million times, " I wished and prayed at the sametime over and over again that my bad memories in the didn't ever happen, just for it to go away." I also wish in this same wish that I was normal.

Wish Three:
My third wish is that I would wish for three more wishes and start all over again.

Amazing how being a teenager and I still wish for things that I know will never happen, because it has already happened in the past and I am just wishing them away. People do not understand what it is like to go through what I have been through, although I know for a fact that know one reads this. It is just another secret journal that I have hidden in a different world. I call it La La Land- because I dream and think of life and what I am going to do the next day or think about what I should say during council. What if you had three wishes, what would you wish for? It has to be something that means alot to you and could possible change your life. I have said my three wishes and nothing has changed, I pray that it will work for you.

Thursday, February 16, 2012


SAVE THE BOOBIES:D There are the normal ( . )( . ), the silicone ( + )( + ), the perfect (o)(o) Some are cold (^)(^) and some belong to grandmothers \./\./ And let’s not forget the very large (o Y o), the very small (.)(.) and the asymmetrical (•)(.) We love them all! Broadcast this message and say ┌П┐(◉_◉)┌П┐ to breast cancer!!SAVE THE BOOBIES! 

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

I am

I am
Savannah Gordon

I am beautiful and crazy
I wonder if he will find me here
I hear his every comment in my nightmares’
I see his face in my dreams’
I want him to disappear
I am beautiful and crazy
I pretend that he is not near
I feel that he will always be near
I touch the air knowing you are here
I worry that he will find me
I cry my self to sleep, to feel safe
I am beautiful and crazy
I understand that he is put away
I say he will never get to me
I dream that what happened never happened
I try hard to forget what really happened
I hope that I will get better
I am beautiful and crazy
Thanks for reading*Peace and Love*

Monday, February 6, 2012

Pray to my SAVIOR!

Last Night I said a prayer to my LORD,
I asked him to help me get through this process of elimination.
I want him to help me deal with my life, figure out what I need to do.
I asked my Dear LORD, Why did my father do those things to me.
I also Thanked my LORD  for my life, why because if I wasn't here I honestly
think that my sister would not be here.
I thanked my LORD for the wonderful friends I have, and family.
I also asked him to help me get through this mild brain concussion.
Thank you My Dear LORD, for everything.


Today started great, i got to thinking about my old relationships today. He is probably reading this but i don't care I want him to read it. I just want him to know that I still love him =, and that he will always be apart of my life. You may not want to be friends, but I know for a fact that we are better friends. I am sorry but I love you and I will always love you and nothing will change that.

Ok it is Monday it has started great. I just noticed that I am getting braces tomorrow, great now I am going to look like a dweeb with glasses and braces. I guess I am kind of ecstatic because it will be a new experience. I also have counseling tomorrow, I feel like today is going to be a great day I can't wait because softball is starting. AAAAAHHHHH it is going to be great.

I saw my honey today, finally haven't seen him since Thursday, the night of my game before I dropped him at his house. He is sick, I can't wait till we alone and away from people we can finally talk. Ms. Rebecca asked me what I love about him, I said his smile. His smile gets me every time, I have butterflies in my stomach when I am around him MY HEART LITERALLY SKIPS A BEAT when I talk to him. My life just gets better and better.......

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Thursday's game

Thursday February 2nd, 2012 BCHS JV girls had our last game of the season against Daphane, we did great, but we lost. Thursday's game was very violent, Katara hurt her other knee I got a mild concussion and so did Delecia. I don't remeber the score that much, I only remember when I fell and I couldn't get back up. I guess things happen for a reason, because before the game Tyesha and I where getting basketballs and I grabbed one from the bottom and the ball cage door fell on my head twice, it hurt very bad, I am guessing it was trying to tell me something. During the fall to the floor, I hurt my ankle I have a contusion, for those of you who do n ot know what a contusion is, it is bruising, well I have got a bad bruise on the top of my left ankle or foot.