"Head up, stay strong, fake a smile, and move on.."

I have just figured out that Iworry to much about other peoples' feelings instead of mine, I have like built a wall around my emotions and tend to help others first and me never. I have just figured out my true moto "Head up, stay strong, fake a smile, and move on.." is that what life is really about. Why can't I just put myself first for once in my life. People Do not understand how I really feel inside; I guess that is another wall I put up I don't want them to worry about me, I don't want them to know how I really feel. Sometimes' I don't want to feel. Keep the moto "Head up, stay strong, fake a smile, and move on.."